Tuesday, February 13, 2007

God damn humans...

9:00 a.m.
My daughter left to school 15 minutes ago... My son left way before that... I'm about to fall asleep again............ Wow... that was loud... The thunder is strong today...
9:30 a.m.
The calls start coming in... the cell... the house phone... Panic..... Did you hear it? You mean that wasn't the thunder storm???
Should we get the kids back from school?
They said it's in 3ain 3ala!
I DON'T KNOW WHERE THAT IS! is that near here?
It's SO FRUSTRATING not to know Lebanese geography... I should've paid more attention to weather reports and memorized these names... how can I? They have a different name for every 2 Kilometers of Lebanese soil.....
Bikfayya road?! that's near... 3ain 3aar?! That's the address of the school!
Am I still sleeping?
Where's the damn remote..... LBC, NewTv, Future...
A bus! no two!
Ambulances... blood............. My kids don't take the bus... They can't be anywhere near a bus... It's way after nine, they are both already in school...
How selfish of me......
How cruel of them...
How vicious!
How many people are there that are willing to do this???
Where do they find these guys?
I'm not talking about the political decision to blow up 2 buses the day before Hariri's rally... I'm talking about the guys that actually did it... The guys that stuck a bomb under a bus full of people they don't even know cause they got paid, or worst, cause they "believe" that in killing others they will accomplish something... in this life, or the next.
Guys? They're not just guys... Men? Maybe even women!?
Who are these people? Where did they grow up? How do they live? How do they sleep?
Who do they think they are?
Puppets? Robots? No those are innocent... they don't even have a brain... Lucky for them.
Sheep? Naa... Animals only kill to eat.
I don't know how to classify such human beings........
Human beings?
I guess that's it... it's the God damn human being. We are just disgusting.
No wonder we had to invent a God that punishes and burns and kills...
Maybe, we just invented one that mirrors us.

Gen 1:27
"So God created man in His own image..."
The Book of Eve 1:20
"So Humans created God in Their own image..."

5 comments :

Tilda said...

Very interesting post... well said!

H said...

WOW!!! That was an amazing post! The music makes it 10 times more dramatic. I love the book of Eve too.. Sometimes I really don't agree with this site but today, you got me!

Khawwta said...
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Khawwta said...

Human beings? I'm not sure of that, they act like animals... Allah yirhamm yalli raho

a grain of wheat said...

Khwatta, please don't offend the animals-comparing them to people like that! The animal instinct is too smart to fall in the trap of some sick human values that come in an attractive wrapping; values under the name of dignity, pride, GOD, honor, the list goes on.

Leafless Eve, Sometimes i wake up and feel like i wanna stay in bed forever. The image of my people constantly in my had makes breathing a very heavy task indeed.

But then, i remember people like you, and think to myself: a barren land can't bear fruit of your kind. There must be some hope left... something worth fighting for.

So i stand on my feet, and get ready for another fight. :)

Great blog, keep the classy work coming :)

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